Whose fault..........?

One day I was thinking about something which affected me a lot. I created a figure that is like my birthmother in front of me but I could see only the structure like a woman. I talked with her but she didn’t say anything.
I said “one matter has affected me for a long time. I don’t know why it is affected me a lot, even though I’m happy. I want to do something to you whether it will be reached or not. I owe you forever only for that you gave me an amazing family which has happiness everywhere. I don’t know where you are but I know that you feel for me. You gave me another good thing that you didn’t give any evidence to my parents about you. My dear mother, you must know that I’m happy here. I don’t know about your condition when you got me. If you were in trouble and couldn’t take care me, why did u get me? I appreciate you because you gave me to my parents.
Do you know I think about you every day because I didn’t do anything wrong so why you hated me. If I know where you are, I can’t be with you because I have a great family with me. They live for me only. They decided that they don’t want to get another baby because of me. They give a lot of love only for me. When u didn’t want me, they thought that they could adopt me. Therefore, I can’t tell to them to show you and I don’t want to see you, pity mother and I don’t want my adorable parents miserable.
I would like to thank you to give such wonderful parents. I don’t have any words to tell you about them. I would like to ask God that you want to live happier than before even though you did a great false but gave a great advantage to me through giving me to my parents. My parents don’t want to worry about this matter but you must know about me that I’m still here. I’m going to publish this small poem through this blog. If the poem reaches you, I’ll be very happy.
Dear birthmother
I have great parents
I’ve found love
I’m happy
Don’t worry about me. I’m happier than you think.”