Whose fault..........?

One day I was thinking about something which affected me a lot. I created a figure that is like my birthmother in front of me but I could see only the structure like a woman. I talked with her but she didn’t say anything.
I said “one matter has affected me for a long time. I don’t know why it is affected me a lot, even though I’m happy. I want to do something to you whether it will be reached or not. I owe you forever only for that you gave me an amazing family which has happiness everywhere. I don’t know where you are but I know that you feel for me. You gave me another good thing that you didn’t give any evidence to my parents about you. My dear mother, you must know that I’m happy here. I don’t know about your condition when you got me. If you were in trouble and couldn’t take care me, why did u get me? I appreciate you because you gave me to my parents.
Do you know I think about you every day because I didn’t do anything wrong so why you hated me. If I know where you are, I can’t be with you because I have a great family with me. They live for me only. They decided that they don’t want to get another baby because of me. They give a lot of love only for me. When u didn’t want me, they thought that they could adopt me. Therefore, I can’t tell to them to show you and I don’t want to see you, pity mother and I don’t want my adorable parents miserable.
I would like to thank you to give such wonderful parents. I don’t have any words to tell you about them. I would like to ask God that you want to live happier than before even though you did a great false but gave a great advantage to me through giving me to my parents. My parents don’t want to worry about this matter but you must know about me that I’m still here. I’m going to publish this small poem through this blog. If the poem reaches you, I’ll be very happy.
Dear birthmother
I have great parents
I’ve found love
I’m happy
Don’t worry about me. I’m happier than you think.”

Yeah!
Everyone who are Tamils can be proud of ourselves as Tamils, because of A. R. Rahman who is the first Tamil has won OSCARS award.
He won Golden Globe and BAFTA awards in this year.
We were excited about Rahman even though we know that he can win this award. Everyone who are the fan of Rahman has expected this day. Also we have to congrate M.I.A (Missing In Action, Mathangi)
I don’t have anything to say about him, because everyone knows him……..
Congratulation A. R. Rahman and M.I.A…….

CONGRATULATION

For Muthukumar

We cannot forget the day when Muthukumar self-immolated on January 29, 2009 for Sri Lankan Tamil people  who are suffering by the government of Sri Lanka. He handed out a statement before he did that. He wrote the statement separately for everyone. 

Muthukumar, 26 years old, was an indian and a journalist. He sacrificed his life for Tamils even thought many Tamils who are in Tamil Eelam don't care about this problem and help to the government. he didn't think about his life, family. he didn't say about his self-immolation when he talked with his father before the day of January 29. 

Every Sri Lankan Tamil ( people of Thamil Ealam - he said, i didn't say) must owe him but we can't do anything for him. we must thank him for his scarification forever. Therefore, I am posting this post  someone to know about him and this matter.

Thank you, Muthukumar.

We cannot forget you.

click here to see the translation of his last statement 

SHE...........

Even one time,

            Everyone gets a chance to be                  alone

But, this unlucky girl

            Gets this chance many times

With

Falling

            Tears…

 Thinking and hating

            Yes, she was helped by those sometimes

She was taught by those a lot

She was given advice by those too

She knew about something

            She knew about someone also

She doesn’t know

            What is happening around her? 

Because she trusts everyone soon

But,

Almost everyone cheats her

Nobody wants to help her

Even friends don’t or can’t

Understand her feelings

Full of happiness in her face

            Full of sadness in her heart.

You can’t identify her,

            Because of her behaviors.

Almost everything is     b   l   a   n   k  for her

Because of

            Aloneness                 aloneness

            Many people are around her

But,

            She feels                               alone

Whose fault is this…..?

            Herself or someone who is around her…?

she is an introvert

she is an emotional

Who is the unlucky girl…?

My favorite Music Director ever.............

A. R. Rahman who is my favorite music director ever. I like him very much, but I didn't know the reason yet. I would like to give some information about his awards.

Get it..................

National Film Awards (India)  

1993 - National Film Award for Best Music Direction - Roja
1997 - National Film Award for Best Music Direction - Minsaara Kanavu
2002 - National Film Award for Best Music Direction - Lagaan
2003 - National Film Award for Best Music Direction - Kannathil Muthamittal
Filmfare Awards South (India)
1993 - Filmfare Best Music Direction - Roja
1994 - Filmfare Best Music Direction - Gentleman

1995 - Filmfare Best Music Direction - Kadhalan
1996 - Filmfare Best Music Direction - Bombay
1997 - Filmfare Best Music Direction - Kadhal Desam
1998 - Filmfare Best Music Direction - Minsaara Kanavu
1999 - Filmfare Best Music Direction - Jeans
2000 - Filmfare Best Music Direction - Mudhalvan
2001 - Filmfare Best Music Direction - Alaipayuthey

2006 - Filmfare Best Music Direction - Sillunu Oru Kadhal
Filmfare Awards (India)
1995 - Filmfare Best Music Director Award - Rangeela
1998 - Filmfare Best Music Director Award - Dil Se
1999 - Filmfare Best Music Director Award - Taal
2001 - Filmfare Best Music Director Award - Lagaan
2002 - Filmfare Best Music Director Award - Saathiya

2002 - Filmfare Best Background Score - The Legend of Bhagat Singh

2004 - Filmfare Best Background Score - Swades
2006 - Filmfare Best Music Director Award - Rang de Basanti
He also won a "Filmfare R D Burman Music Debutant Award" for Roja's dubbed Hindi version.
Tamil Nadu State Film Awards

1993 - Best Music - Roja
1994 - Best Music - Gentleman
1995 - Best Music - Kadhalan
1996 - Best Music - Bombay

1997 - Best Music - Minsaara Kanavu
2000 - Best Music - Sangamam
Zee Cine Awards (India)
2000 - ** 2002 - Zee Cine Award Best Music Director - Lagaan
2006 - Zee Cine Award Best Music Director - Rang De Basanti
GIFA Awards (Malaysia)
2006 - GIFA Award for Best Music - Rang De Basanti
2006 - GIFA Award for Best Background Music - Rang De Basanti

IIFA Awards (India)

2007 - IIFA Best Music Direction - Rang De Basanti

2002 - IIFA Best Music Direction - Lagaan
2003 - IIFA Best Music Direction - Saathiya

2000 - IIFA Best Music Direction - Taal
Star Screen Awards
2002 - Best Background Music
2007 - Best Music Direction - Guru


Swaralaya Yesudas Award (India)

2006 - Swaralaya-Kairali- Yesudas Award for outstanding performance in music field
2000 - Padma Shri (India)

Screen-Videocon Awards Kadhal Desam (South - Tamil; 1997) Minsara Kanavu (South - Tamil; 1998)

Vande Mataram (Non-film; 1998) Taal (Hindi; 2000)

Other Awards was nominated for Laurence Olivier Theatre Award (2003) (The Hilton Award) for "Best New Musical of 2002" - Bombay Dreams Musical

Sangeet Awards 2005 Best Music Director (Film music - Swades)

The Mahavir-Mahatma Award (Instituted by the Oneness Forum)

National Lata Mangeshkar awards for 2004-05 ( The awards instituted by Madhya Pradesh government )

Sangeet Awards 2004 Best Music Director (Film music - Yuva) Best music arranger (Critics award) for 'Yeh Rishta' - Meenakshi 2004 American India Awards R D Burman Award at the SuMu Music Awards (1993) Madras Telugu Academy Puraskar (1992 to 1994) Bommai Nagi Reddy Award (1995/96) Lux-Kumudam Award for Kadhalan (1995) Mauritius National Award (1995; for contribution to music) Malaysian Award (1996; for contribution to music) Sanskriti Award from Delhi based Sanskriti foundation (1994) Kalaimamani Award from Tamil Nadu Government (1995) Thangapillai Award Rajiv Gandhi Award 3rd Channel [V] Awards - Coca Cola Viewer's Choice Award 1998 The Channel [V]-IMI Award for Best Producer for Vandemataram 1998 Fanta Award in 1999 Stardust Cine Honours Taal (2000) Filmgoers's Award Taal (2000) First Bollywood Music Awards (Best Music Director and Best Song) Taal (2000) V Shantaram Award: Taal (2001), Best Music(Guru)2006- 2007 Bollywood US Awards (2003) Best Music Director : Saathiya 8th Annual Planet-Bollywood Awards (People's Choice Awards! - Best of 2002) Best Music Direction : Saathiya, The Legend of Bhagat Singh Star Screen Award - Best Background Score - Rang De Basanti 

Dinakaran Cine Awards Minsara Kanavu (1998) Jeans (1999) Mudalvan, Kadhalar Dhinam (2000)

MTV Awards MTV-VMA Award for Dil Se Re song from Dil Se.. 1999 MTV Asia Awards 2003 for Favourite Artist India MTV IMMIES 2003 - Best Music Composer - 'Saathiya' - Saathiya ( Hindi )

A. R. Rahman has been nominated for the following awards:
Laurence Olivier Awards (UK)
2003 - Laurence Olivier Theatre Award for Best New Musical - Bombay Dreams
Dora Mavor Moore Awards (Canada)
2006 - General Theatre Division - Outstanding Musical Direction - The Lord of the Rings musical

2009 - Golden Globe Award......

I hope that he will get many award in the future...........................

 

Welcome

Everyone depends on something, however we can make a decision by ourselves. this blog is also depended on a blog which has been in Tamil and was created by myself. I'm very excited to create this blog because I have never thought about a blog which is written English by myself. 

I'm really happy to generate this blog in English, even though it's difficult to manage. I hope that I can do it myself because I think that my studies help me to continue this blog writing although I have to study more. I used to be alone before but I can communicate with others now because of my another blog which gave me to do something special. Therefore, I started this blog in English.

I know, this life is difficult and I must overcome many from struggles. I must do something for my society. I hope that I can fulfill my desires through this blog.

I ask you to read my blog and encourage me to write though I make many mistakes. If I make mistakes, tell directly that make me perfect. I trust you that you do..

Hopefully, thanks everyone to accept me